Untitled Poem {Silent Plea}

This is my desperate cry for help
Save me, save me,
Because I can't save myself

And this is my very last cry for help
Hear me, hear me,
There is no one else.
{I can't hear myself}

I'm out of time, I'm out of blood
I've drained my resources

I've searched up and down the streets for my counterfeit recourses

I'm silent in my composure
I'm saving up for my disposal

I won't send for the comfort I need
{Why won't they come to me?}
I know they won't set me free

But I'll give in if they want to see
{Why don't they ask me?}

This is when I need you
And this is when you can't hear me
Because this is when I won't ask

I've tasted this cup, and it's not bitter, but sweet
Deception is always sweet
And now, when I drink you won't hear me scream

Because this
This

This is my silent plea